so h/s again

arrghhh! i am extremely frustrated. it has been hours since i started searching for him and i still can't find any information. what with a very common name as my only data, finding even a byte about him is as good as nil. grrr! i am really pissed. my stalking powers are not working dammit!

breath in. count 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. breath out.
breath in. count 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. breath out.

gawd! here i go again. so high school again. so before i go on and be my giggly self every so often from hereforth, i now apologize in advance. i know i'm turning 30 soon but it seems my mind and heart are way minus 15. oh wait.. i take that back. i shouldn't really apologize. i'm giggly and so high school and feeling young and i am proud and happy to be! no apologies.

so who's this guy?

i wish i could tell you. truth is, i only know his first name. i have known him since i came here in canada but i have never really minded him because he's just not my type. never was, never still. that's why it's really boggling me that i am having this crushy giggly feelings for him now! namaaaan. he's not even that handsome! (or maybe he is as when i told my friend he's my current crush, she didn't comment that he's ugly. nyehehe.. the last crush i had, she readily said na pangit! hahaha.. shhhh..) pakshyet! just when i thought i could go on for awhile without thinking of any being with a penis, somebody has another plan. and you know what? i actually welcome this - whatever and wherever this leads me to. i have just accomplished 3 milestones in my life and i am ready for another challenge.

so amee, let's stalk! hehehe..

info on hand: first name.

yap. i only have his first name. and like i said, it's a very common first name. even if i google for a whole day, i wouldn't really find any relevant info about him. what more, if he's not the x-gen type, then googling him was really a waste of time. come to think of it, i am stupid for even trying. i knew i wouldn't find anything but i still tried. oh well, that's just me - plain dumb when infatuated.

assignment: find his last name, where he lives, where he works, how old he is, and most importantly, whether or not he's single.

when we meet again, i will ask him. pramis! i won't be tongue-tied again like the last time. hehehe.. ayayyayyy! mister vaughn, you better be ready as you're going to fall.

... in my arms

well, i do apologize for being corny. *giggles*