Pathetic!

I woke up and looked at my laptop. Wallpaper. Grabbed my cellphone.
6:10am. Empty. No new message. No miss call.

I fell asleep last night thinking about you. Now I wake up and you're
the first thought that came to my mind. Sheesh! I hate that. I
really feel pathetic and stupid about this missing you always. It has
been a constant semblance that it's making me hate you. Yes. I miss
you and I hate you for that.

Grrrrr. 2 hours have passed and I'm still pathetic. Grrrr grrrr!